I look back. To the not so far past. I look at myself I don’t recognize the old me anymore ……….
expresstophresh: If I was able to control how I felt for you, I wouldn’t have wanted to feel anything at all. I guess one side felt more, one side felt less. I just wish we weren’t ‘friends’ but now, things changed. This is just another thing I have to get over. Just another thing.
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Dapz.: This thing called hope got me fucked up.... →
expresstophresh: This thing called hope got me fucked up. She was rolling with a bitch named Karma, that’s some dumb luck. Maybe it was supposed to go like that. I caught wind, blew it a kiss and hoped that it would write back. As the ink tears welled up on the paper that I balled up. It’s just drying now. I feel…
I’m so guarded, it destroys me….
I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness,...– Charles Bukowski (via expresstophresh)
Dapz.: Forreal. It takes a strong ass dude/girl to... →
expresstophresh: Forreal. It takes a strong ass dude/girl to let a person just go. Y’know what I’m saying? Like, it’s just hard to do. From the memories, to the lil’ insiders, to the times where you just made small talk that grew into something. It’s hard. It’s just the fact that, that person won’t be yours. Can’t…